AM I TOO FAR FROM GOD? (PART ONE)

Sometimes I just wonder if I am drawing myself too far from God.

I make a promise to myself that I would spend the rest of my life in serving Him, but the fact is my decision --- or the choice that I make has drawn me far from Him or should I say, from His protection.

I started my Bible study with a JW (Jehovah Witness) few years ago. I used to call this a coincidence but nothing is coincidence which after I told what I felt to this JW.(We should call him Brother Koh later.)

The first time I met with Brother Koh was about 3 years ago.(Well, since I’m a very absent minded person, that’s why I can’t recall the day I met up with Brother Koh :P) I have my own office at that time and it was a wonderful morning after I has had my breakfast at the coffee shop nearby my office, there’s a guy next to my table dressing properly in long sleeves and with a pleasant and warm smile on his face. When I look at his table I saw this little magazine, I was quite excited (because I love to read books) and smile at him and ask him if I can have one of them? (I saw he got a few of it so I thought I might be free XD haha!) and he say Yes and then he gave me one and ask me if he can pay me a visit so we can discuss on what I have read about. So I agree and arrange a meeting with him at my office after a week (I think).

At that time, I was kind of lost after breaking up with my girl friend months ago. I believe in nothing but money and myself but I still believe in God (whatever they are and wherever they came from). So I started the Bible study in no obligations and with an open mind. I ask Brother Koh plenty of questions about what I have learned from the magazines he had for me from time to time and he was always patient to listen to me and share with me the real teachings of the Bible which is what Jehovah really wants us to know about Him! I was curious at most of the time before I deeply believe in Jehovah’s will and the decision He has made for us and the world. That’s why I always think of lots of questions for brother Koh so I could know more about Lord Jehovah and His beloved son --- Jesus Christ.

Guys, I’m telling you this --- it is joyful to know about Jehovah’s will and I am feeling that I was blessed to know about what He has ready for us. There is no doubt that He is truly a loving and caring Father of ours. The only problem is us. We have chosen not to believe in Him not because people ask us to but the system of the world has made us not to. Fellow Christian (though I’m not consider a Christian yet, but hey, I think I gain more knowledge than those who attend the Sunday service regularly, no offence but for most of those I know whom attended regularly they hardly understand what’s all about the Bible teachings from their churches! I was shock to know that more than 70% of those who go to church admit that they know nothing about the Bible!) I’m not writing this to criticize on anybody but don’t you think that we all deserve the right to know the truth?! What going on in this world? What happens to our lives? Why people today don’t love each other anymore? Why we sick? Why people commit adultery and feel no shame on it? What has gone wrong? Even priest says gay is not against the Bible?!! OMG!!! Can you believe that?! Let’s see how’s the bible says about it.

“...And you must not lie down with a male the same as you lie down with a woman. It is a detestable thing.” - Leviticus 18:22

“…and likewise even the males left the natural use of the female and became violently inflamed in their lust toward one another, males with males, working what is obscene and receiving in themselves the full recompense, which was due for their error." - Romans 1:27

So, as you can see, the bible – which is known as Word of God has already predicted what has and will happen to us. It’s just time to proof that it is right about EVERYTHING! What will happen to these people then? The bible says here:-

“...Although these know full well the righteous decree of God, that those practicing such things are deserving of death, they not only keep on doing them but also consent with those practicing them.” – Romans 1:32

Why doing it? fellow brothers and sisters, hereby i urge you not to do it anymore. If you have friends who are in this case, please let them know about the truth especially if they are Christian. We should be seeing each other in the promise land – the paradise! With the blessings from Lord Jehovah and our King – Jesus Christ, and everyone who is with them! Not to follow the world to its end!

I have done things wrong, but I will do my best with the help and blessing from Jehovah and Jesus Christ and all the angels and JWs to make things right again! The system of the current world is trying to draw me away from Jehovah but they will fail eventually because I have faith in Lord Jehovah and His will .(Guys, forgot to tell you one thing is that my English is just fair ok? Not very good one so I hope you can understand what am I saying here because this is going to be a very long one so it could have part I, II and so on and so on…as long as my studies continues! XD)

(TO BE CONTINUE…)

MAY GOD BE WITH YOU. AMEN.